
Share lungs. Since, ambigat bigat na. </3 I learn to appreciate God, his messages and his plans for me. :’) I’d been SUPERKADUPEROVEROVERinlove, but we’re over and now I’m in deep pain.. All of our plans for our life was broken. It’s my fault and I admit it. I wasted so many chances. :’( So now, I’m super affected because of the said matter. I don’t know where to start my day. When loneliness attacks me, I always pray and listen to christian songs. Yes, it’s effective but its for short time only. :( I don’t know how to smile, how to be happy after I experience this. Sobrang sarap MAINLOVE! ALAMOYAN, Pero napakasakit din pala. I thought kapag nainlove ka, HAPPY lagi, may kilig lagi, pero at some point masakit rin pala. Lalo na kung ginawa mo na siyang “buhay at mundo mo..” Yung saknya mo na dine-dicate yung buhay mo, kasama narin siya sa future life mo. Yung feeling na ganon, SHETMEN, ang SAKIT <///////3. Every night hindi ako makatulog thinking if he misses me too! :’( I know he’s happy because he is now free from pain. :( At ako naman ang pinapatay ng sakit na nararamdaman ko. </3 Napaka-BIGAT! shitty!! Now, if you are reading this You and Burichingkao is very precious to me!!!! I will never ever forget the happy memories we shared, the problems we solve. I will surely miss every little facts about our relationship. You will still THE NUMBER ONE in my heart, dear. :( Thanks for everything for letting me experience the happy life with you! :’(. I know someday, I will pass this test! Many precious moments will be surely remembered. :( I know you’ll be happy now! Always smile dear! Because that smile will make me strong and happy too even though di na ako yung reason ng ngiting yun. :’) I will be happy for you! I love you so much!! :*
And this is me looking at her: